From next week

I'll do my best to look like this------>

or this ----->

they are so beautifull.... and their man can't be unattracted to her....

Love is important but love without physical attraction can't last...

That's what I think....

So I'll try to be more engaged in sport and go running even ( and specially) if Bchou is not present.

I'm fat, I don't have to be afraid of that word, I'm obese, I'm unattractive and disgusting.

I know all those things are not a good reason to be on a diet, but they can be a motivation.

Even if it doesn't fix things with Bchou, it can help me to be more confident for a while.

I hope it will help me to get more selfesteem.

I think I'm about to be single in a few months.... and I need to take some advance on some points...

Trying to be beautifull is one of the objectives.....

So wait and see....